The beginning of my study abroad experience
So I started my study abroad semester in Northern Ireland this week at the University of Ulster at Coleraine. It's something I've wanted to do for as long as I can remember and I can't describe how thrilled and blessed I feel to have this opportunity. I'm not going to lie, when I realized last Saturday that I was leaving in a day, I was so overwhelmed that I was somewhere between crying for joy and throwing up. This didn't subside until I well into the flight - something else I've never done, flying. I was excited but at the same time sad to leave my family, and underneath it all I was a nervous wreck. I did all I could - followed my instructions and silently prayed for calm.
The view as we descended was spectacular, and I'm kicking myself for not taking pictures. It was totally stunning though. I found out shortly before landing that I'd actually been sitting next to another International Ulster student the entire time. We were both relieved we had someone to share our feelings of excitement and exhaustion and support in the clueless-American department. We got off the plane, met some other students, then onto the bus and headed to our new home; I was totally "knockered," as the Irish say. I had a little heart attack when I thought my power converter died on me, but other than that move-in went smoothly, and I passed out from 46-7:30, then 7:30-3AM, then made a shopping list, then 3:30-8. It was a weird little schedule that first night.
There's been lots of confusion and crazy and orientation and registration and running around and seeing and doing new things, and it's been overwhelming. Good, but overwhelming. I didn't realize how much I needed to be refreshed until I was. I finally got to speak to my family on Wednesday, then I spent some time reading 1 Corinthians. Verse 1:25 has always been a comfort to me, and especially here where I don't really know anyone and am far away from my comfort zone. "The foolishness of God is wiser than men's wisdom; the weakness of God is stronger than men's strength." I just like knowing that someone so incredible is protecting me. After that, reading my Bible and speaking to my family, I felt renewed and ready to take on these next four months and whatever this gorgeous country has in store for me.